Weeelllll, I haven’t updated this bloggity in a while. I don’t even know if anyone actually reads it!
My photography has been going pretty blah as of late, nothing new there. I don’t know why I fail so much. I’m so passionate about my art, yet I never put myself out there.
I guess I just still feel really cynical about my work. I see that I have some sort of talent, but it’s still in that “beginner” stage and it’s frustrating me.
I feel absolutely pathetic.
I really really want to buy more photography equipment, like reflectors, lenses, flashes, etc. Even a new camera, but I have been saving my mulah hardcore for my trip to Japan in July.
I haven’t had the luxury of spending large amounts of money on myself! So I have to make do with what I’ve got.
I’m also getting frustrated with my processing. I’m always editing my photos the same way. I need to experiment with photoshop more so I can discover new effects and new/better ways to do things.
It’s time to take things to the next level me thinks. This lack of confidence is a total bitch, Matt James shall kick ass.
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A few weeks ago I had an idea. I a complete picture in my head of a photo I wanted to take. I decided Kelly would be the perfect model for it.
So I invited her over for a very short shoot and I got the exact shot I wanted.

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One thing I am especially trying to achieve is to get more conceptual in my photo shoots. So I done just that the other week with Jess. My idea was to create a “fashion crime”, where Jess was the victim.
The shoot was very short and sweet, albeit a little bit of a let down. My photos did not turn out the way I wanted, but kudos for trying, right?

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In other news (rather excellent news, really), I saw Amanda Fucking Palmer live at the Gov in March. I had the pleasure of photographing the gig, and also meeting Miss Gee Greenslade (also photographing the gig). I got some pretty rad shots, even though I was more focused on the performance.
But the best news? Amanda herself featured a shit load of my photos in
her blog! And I got emailed from her photo intern asking if I could send in 30 of my photos in full resolution to be used for Amanda’s Flickr gallery, Myspace, and for potential promo use.
A dream come true, really. Amanda Palmer is my idol and artistic muse.
Go
HERE to see some of my photos from the night.
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